Hey SnakesintheTower,
Thanks for the welcome post.
Just getting to know how to work my way around this cool site and I just discovered your post.
Glad to hear you are in agreement with points 2 though 5, and are warming up to point #1 (blood transfusions). Bottom line is that I agree with the right to choose medical treatment, but if you refuse blood or blood fractions please make sure you are refusing for the right reasons! Wouldn't it be a tragedy if those that you love and who possibly rely on you for caregiving, lose you because of a "truth hangover" resulting in your refusal to accept life saving treatment? Personally, I would choose blood alternatives as long as it was medically advisable to do so. Call it a mini hangover if you must, but I honestly don't like the idea of someone else's blood coursing through my veins and the dangers that that may bring.... UNLESS IT IS GOING TO SAVE MY LIFE!!!
As for your comments on, as you refer to it "my plan on eating away the tower from the inside", I need to clarify my actual plan. It is not to eat away the tower from the inside, it is to "free as many minds as I can from the inside". There is a big difference. You have seen the Matrix no doubt? NEO had to jack in to the Matrix to get people out. At present that is all I am trying to do, free minds. If I can free 10, 20, 30, or 100 minds before I leave then I will be a very happy man. Much happier than I was after watching my first bible study get baptised. This time I'll be doing something that is TRULY GOOD!
As for your comments on my decision to remain as an elder for the time being, I see exactly where you are coming from. However, allow me to expound a little on my rationale for choosing to do so, and I hope you will understand why I have made that decision for now...and don't view me a dirty hypocritical elder
First off let me say that all that really matters to me at this point is that I am able to free as many minds as possible before I finally bid farewell. Nothing else matters in connection with my involvement in "the truth". So whatever helps to achieve that goal whether it be serving as an elder, a special pioneer, circuit overseer - whatever ... I don't care. All I care about are results at this point. I don't allow the hypocrisy angle to deter me from my goal, because in the end, all that really matters is how many people are free and how many are still trapped. It's like the British double agent who was stealing secrets for his government from the Nazi's in WWII. Do you think he worried about how hypocritical he was being, pretending to work for the Nazi's? It helps to realize who the real enemy is, so that the mind is able to focus on what is important and what really matters at the end of the day.
Having said that I have developed a bit of a code of conduct, or set of guidelines that I try hard to follow, while I continue to hold down "elder" duties. This helps me to deal with those yucky feelings that come along with being a double agent. I can share them with you I suppose, after all this is a friendly place where I can post all of my crazy opinions and musings... those who want to read it can....those who want to move on to something more interesting will undoubtedly do so! But I invite feedback and specific questions on what I am up to!
The Oracles Guidelines for Staying on as an Elder
1) When praying at any meeting;
- do not pray for Jehovah's spirit to be with the Faithful and
Discreet Slave Class, the governing body, the Watchtower, the
bethel etc
- pray for Jehovah's spirit to be with the members of the
congregation
- thank Jehovah for the bible
- thank Jehovah for the principles contained in the bible like - be
specific - love of neighbour, generosity, forgiveness etc.
- pray for help in cultivating the fruitages of the spirit
- pray for forgiveness of sins
- pray for strength
- pray for wisdom to make good decisions
- pray for understanding and knowledge and clear thinking ability
- pray to help us individually to develop and listen to our
consciences
- promote individual responsibilities and accountability
- avoid saying anything that promotes group think
- avoid saying anything that promotes hatred for the world or for
any individuals
- pray for young ones to develop "a spirit of learning" and to
continue to read and take in knowledge, and to research
2) When commenting at the meetings
- do not support any teaching you know to be false
- where possible introduce doubt in any false teaching
- comment on bible texts that you support and believe in
- wherever possible introduce the thought of being balanced and
being responsible for making our own decisions
- wherever possible emphasize that the faithful and discreet slave
has made many mistakes in the past, and are imperfect like the rest
of us
- wherever possible make references to past teachings that have
changed, noting that they have changed. This can easily be done
under the auspices of keeping up with Jehovah's organization, and
making sure we have the latest understanding
3) When in Elders meetings;
- quote the scriptures often
- always consider the welfare of others as paramount in your mind
- consider the feelings of the sheep
- do not allow other elders to speak disparigingly of any members
of the congregation
- when another elder makes a joke about anyone who is considered
spiritually weak, rebuke that one in a kind manner
- when elders speak of priveleges of service in a manner that
reflects ambition, rebuke them and remind them that we are in a
position of servitude
- do not promote teachings that are false
- suggest local needs topics that will help promote doubt in "the
truth", or that provide a general focus on bible principles that
are in line with human decency
- take careful notes of everything that is said
- wherever possible encourage that professional help be suggested
to any member of the congregation where there is an obvious case of
psychological troubles.
- Strongly discourage any elder from counseling any brother or
sister with mental issues of any kind
- Strongly discourage any elder from getting involved in marital in
private family matters
- whenever a matter is decided where an elder needs to counsel
someone and you do not agree with the counsel, be sure to volunteer
to deliver the counsel and then seek to sabatoge the counsel by
speaking with the other elder assigned and make sure the counsel is
softened or changed sufficiently so that it does not cause discouragement or psychological damage
- whenever the law is broken inform the body that your conscience
dictates that you must report it to the authorities
- wherever possible make publisher cards disappear, especially
those that are in the file of inactive publishers
- collect the names and contact information of as many other elders
as you can whenever given the opportunity to do so
- always act shocked whenever something is said that does not make
common sense, even if it is something taught by the society
- often ask if that is the current teaching, and frequently
reminiscent about past understandings and policies.
- introduce the terms "policy" and "position" when it comes to
published understandings and interpretations
- where possible use the term "kill" or "killed" instead of terms
like "destroyed" or "removed" when referring to people who will die
at Armageddon. Slip in the occassional "justifiably murdered" by
Jehovah or by his angels, or something similar if you can get away
with it.
- when the blood issue comes up, make sure all the elders are very
well aware of the latest understanding in allowing many new blood
fractions to be taken. Emphasise the need to be kept up to date,
and that many people may needlessly die, or that children may
needlessly lose a mother or a father if we are not up to date in
making sure the sheep know that this is a conscience matter now.
Emphasise that this was not until very recently the case, and that
one could be disfellowshipped until very recently for taking many
of these blood fractions. Create doubts that the current policy
will remain in effect and that it is likely that more "blood
reform" is coming.
- do not do or say anything to blow your cover
- do not do or say anything to blow the cover of anyone else who is
working to help free minds from the inside